I’m Sorry… [To a special friend]
Earlier, I just showed to my friend my true intentions and my point of view in life. My mistake was, I made her very sad.
And now, I’m making this blog just to tell her how sorry I am.
But I really want her to know that my true feelings are very confusing. It’s as if I have no one in the world. For me it’s true. I only have God to talk to - and no one else.
It’s as if He’s the only one who knows me more than anyone. Not even my parents - they’re so distant to me. Just because I make them distant.
So, this ‘Sorry’ is maybe to everyone. Everyone I’ve hurt and pushed away from my heart. I’m terribly sorry.
And especially to my friend. I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you. But I just want you to know that you’re lucky to be happy all the time. Unlike me, I always get myself thinking of life. I don’t have time to enjoy the simple pleasures. I just want you to be happy and be contented with them. You don’t deserve me…
